I’ve been wide awake since 2 a.m. this morning. I had no trouble sleeping Friday night, after traveling for a day. However, tonight I have not had the same luck. Since sleep apparently is avoiding me, I thought now would be a good time to write about my amazing pilgrimage to Israel– the Holy Land.
Where do I begin? How can I even put all my little but significant thoughts and cherished memories into words? I’ll try, and hopefully it will all tie together nicely in the end.
On Sunday, September 22nd, the day before my 25th birthday, I waved goodbye to my momma and sister from the Atlanta airport security line, turned around, and said hello to the adventure that lay ahead of me. Every ounce of my being was filled with nervousness and excitement. My carry on backpack was slung over my back, having all the necessities carefully positioned inside. My red, Big Creek Missions, sweatshirt was folded across my arm, and my “Disney Group” nametag hung from my neck, gently, in front of my “Be Salty” t-shirt that Mrs. Kelly made for me. I was as ready as I could ever be, not truly knowing what to expect, but praying that our flight would be kind to me and that my luggage would not be lost.
In the airport that night, I didn’t know the whole group yet. I only knew my Mission Mom, Robin, my Deacon Dad, Leslie, the Pastor, and two gentlemen from their church. Everybody else was a stranger to me. Sitting there in that airport terminal, I had no idea how much I would come to love all of those beautiful people over the next two weeks.
Robin and Leslie surprised me with my birthday gift that night in the cafeteria, after a dinner of greasy, naked dogs from The Varsity. That sweet and unexpected moment helped to distract me even more from the nerves that had built up inside from thinking about the long flight ahead.
I didn’t get sick on the flight at all. I took Dramamine, which helped me sleep and not suffer from motion sickness. Thank God for that small, orange pill. We had a layover in Turkey where we switched planes and flew into Tel-Aviv. Sometime between leaving Atlanta and arriving in Israel, my birthday rolled around and my “parents” wished me a happy one. When we arrived at our hotel for the night, the group sang me “Happy Birthday” during dinner, which of course made me blush.
I met my sweet roomie, learned how to use the electricity with my keycard, and made a quick call to my mom to let her know I was safe. The next morning, we hit the ground running and from that point on, did not slow down.
Every day on the bus, we began with prayer and a song, “This is the day the Lord has made, we will rejoice and be glad in it.” That was our theme song for the trip and I will hum it fondly for the rest of my days. Our bus rides were full of “bus questions” (which I came up with mostly because I love getting to know people), sharing snacks, lots of laughter, and learning about the Holy Land.
Each place that we explored was unique and important in its own way. I have favorites, like the Sea of Galilee area. The quiet, serene water hushed my worry and poured peace into my heart. I loved being able to see it from all around. I loved riding on the boat and worshipping God. I loved wading into the cool water and feeling so refreshed and alive. JESUS WALKED ON THAT WATER. HE CALMED THOSE WAVES. HE CALLED TO HIS DISCIPLES FROM THAT SHORE. And I, a small town girl from Almost Georgia, Alabama, was given the opportunity to not only see it in person, but submerge myself in that sea. I looked around and saw nothing but azure water guarded by cotton candy mountains and sky. My heart soared and I smiled to myself, not caring if the Swiss swimmers thought I was an odd American. (Thank you Robin for encouraging me to take that dip.)
Before completely leaving the Sea of Galilee area, I was Baptized in the Jordan River. The night before, I was getting nervous and overthinking things. I started Googling “what happens at a Baptism” and reading the articles! I swear I don’t know why I’m the way that I am. The morning of the Baptism, I could barely eat breakfast. Or sit still. Or think straight. Leslie made a joke about how long I could hold my breath while we were waiting to board the bus. Thankfully, I wasn’t the only one nervous because while seated on the bus, Mrs. Tawnya told me she was also scared. Deep down, I know it was the devil trying to ruin this special moment. Together, we pushed him out of our minds. I took a quiet moment to pray and get my heart right with God before we arrived. I donned my white robe and slipped off my shoes, gathering with the rest of the group on the stairs of the Baptismal site. Mrs. Kelly told me to wear shoes but 1) I thought I would slip in them and 2) I wanted to be barefoot, it felt right to me. Leslie held my hand and guided me to where we needed to be. (He knows I am clumsy and part of the platform was slick.) When it was time, I was focused so intently on what he was saying, trying to take it all in, but all I remember is he called me his sister and I couldn’t help but smile. Next thing I know, I’m leaning back, taking one last quick glimpse at my surroundings, closing my eyes, and being engulfed by the Jordan River. Just as quickly as I went under, I am back up above the water, exhilarated and feeling accomplished. We walked over to the railing and watched everybody else be Baptized followed by cheering and clapping. As I stood there staring at that blue-green river, fish nibbling at my feet, I couldn’t help but grin. I had done it. I had been Baptized in the Jordan. Just like Jesus. My heart swelled as I leaned my head against Leslie’s shoulder and thanked him. I will treasure that morning for as long as I live.
From the area of Galilee, we headed towards the Dead Sea. I couldn’t believe how pretty it was, even though it holds no life. However, the Sea of Galilee is still the most beautiful to me. We all ventured out to the beach and into the salty, warm water. Robin grabbed my hand and said, “Let’s show them how it’s done.” We, surprisingly, gracefully leaned back into floating position. Maneuvering out of that position was more difficult than I anticipated. I had to have assistance a few times. I can see the appeal of the Dead Sea, but it didn’t satisfy my soul like the Sea of Galilee did. Because of the high salt content, I couldn’t completely immerse myself in the water, which I love to do since I’m practically a mermaid. Plus, the water didn’t feel refreshing either– it was kind of uncomfortable to be honest. Despite my dislikes, experiencing the Dead Sea is something I am thankful to have been able to do. And overall I did enjoy the float with our group.
We walked an average of 10,000 steps per day. All I’m saying is nobody better ask if I skipped leg day while I was gone. We climbed flights of stairs and hiked mountainsides. Being home, I am restless. I thought maybe I’d be glad to rest again, but I am most definitely missing all the movement.
After leaving the Dead Sea area, we headed for our final destination: Jerusalem. As we made it through the gates, our wonderful guide Ramzi played “The Holy City” over the speakers.
“Jerusalem, Jerusalem!
Lift up your gates and sing,
Hosanna in the highest.
Hosanna to your King!”
We stopped and took a look at the city from Mount Scopus. Pastor David smiling, said, “This is why we came.”
Our hotel was beautiful and looked like a fortress. (My room looked like a convent though, which was hilarious.) That night after dinner we ventured up to the rooftop to see the night skyline of Jerusalem. Wow. I was so excited, so I called my dad and said, “You’ll never guess what I’m doing right now.” He chuckled and said, “You’re right, I never know what you are up to.” When I told him I was standing atop my hotel looking at the city he was so excited for me. I didn’t even really know yet what I was looking at, but I knew I was looking! After our call ended, I walked up to Reggie, my “adopted” Alabama grandpa, and he had tears in his eyes. I asked him what he was thinking and he said, “This is it. This is where Jesus paid it all.” And in that moment it didn’t matter what I could or could not recognize– what mattered was that I was where God gave us the most amazing and undeserving gift ever: salvation.
Jerusalem had a different energy. It was bustling and there was always a significant place that seemed to be hidden for us to discover. There were many stops but a few places stood out to me more than others, ones that I won’t ever forget how I felt while I was there.
We went to the Church of St. Peter in Gallicantu which is where the dungeon that Jesus was held in remains. We stood in there, our whole group, and there was a tug on my heart. We sang a hymn in that heartbreaking hole and I didn’t know the words, so I just closed my eyes and listened.
I felt that tug again, sitting in the Garden of Gethsemane. Coby read in Matthew where Jesus prayed to God about what He was going to have to do. He asked God for His will in the situation. After Coby finished teaching, we sang “In The Garden” together, led by Jerry. In early September, my sweet Aunt Way Way passed away and that song was played during her funeral, which is what first came to my mind when we started singing. While sitting on those steps that morning in Jerusalem, the hymn took on a whole new meaning for me. I was in the garden, with Jesus. We then split up and found spots for us to be alone with Him. And I talked with Him, and I wept. It was, so far, the most special time that I’ve been blessed to spend in His presence.
The final tug on my heart came when our group visited the Garden Tomb. Sitting beside my sweet Robin in that pavilion, listening to Pastor David passionately read about the Last Supper, and watching solemn Leslie and the other gentlemen pass out the Communion cups and bread, I experienced the same gentle tug once more. Sean led us in “Nothing But The Blood” and, honestly, that was the first Communion that I can remember being truly moved. Thank you God, for that.
Israel was amazing. I have never experienced anything like I did on that trip. I can’t believe I went. If you had told me last year that I would be traveling to Israel I would have told you that you had lost your marbles. And yet, here I am, on the other side. In love with everything I found and learned. In love with the people I shared the trip with. In love with life. In love with Jesus. My heart is so full and I am blessed beyond measure.
“How can I ever repay the Lord for all the good He has done for me?” Psalm 116:12
A special thank you to every single person who, through God, helped make this trip possible. Thank you to everyone who donated or gave me an opportunity to earn money towards this pilgrimage. Thank you to my boss, Mrs. Lynn, who gave me two weeks off during the busiest time of the year. Thank you to my whole family, my mom especially, for supporting me and watching my kitties. Thank you to my Bible study teachers, Mrs. Kelly and Mr. Jimmy, for encouraging me and helping me. And thank you to Robin and Leslie, for taking care of me, guiding me, and loving me with your huge hearts.
Thank you God. Thank you God. Thank you God.